Unknown Love

I started off the year 2006 with this blog and have mainly wrote about love and it is just my way of expressing some feelings that I know everyone has experienced at one time or another. Everyone told me when I was growing up that I would make a great writer one day, because I have a way with words and a way of speaking from the heart. Alot of what I write is mainly from experience or just plain common sense. I, by no means, am an expert on the subject for sure. Tonight I feel like writting about Unknown Love. This I'm sure, everyone has had happen at one time or another. You have feelings for someone that doesn't even know you exist, or just doesn't care or give you the time of day. I personally, think this is one of the most worst possible feelings one can experience. You care so much about a person, yet for one reason or another, you either can't tell the person, or the person just doesn't give a $@!*&. The person is constantly on your mind, you have dreams of what you wish your life would be like with them in your life, and you know that you would move heaven and earth to make it happen. Yes, I am in that situation now and have fallen very hard for someone, yet we've never even met. I never thought such a thing would be possible, but I know now that it does happen. The person could be across your street or hundreds of miles away, it doesn't matter. You just have to make a decision. You either go on making yourself miserable and trying to deny your feelings, or you make up your mind that you are going to let that person know, once and for all, no matter what the consequences. If you don't do or say anything about it, you may never know what might've been. Life is too short to live in a dream world, make it your reality.

A Love Letter From Jesus

My Child,

Tonight I heard your prayers. Do you sometimes forget that I know your heart? Do you remember how I have known your every desire, wish, hope, and dream? It is no different now. When you prayed tonight and asked me for love, for that special person in your life, I felt the longing in your heart. In my time, you will know all these things. However, it is during this time that I wish to express my love for you and answer your prayers.
Sometimes, I answer in a way that is meant just for you. I wish you to have what you have prayed for, but for now, I wish you to share your heart with me, your true love.

You prayed for love, which I have given you and will give you. My love is eternal.

You prayed for companionship, which I give you each day. You have family and friends who adore you and provide you with the companionship you need. My child, you have my companionship too, and I am always with you.

You prayed for someone to hold you close, which I do each day. When you are tired, I stroke your hair so that you may sleep. When you are happy and laugh, I too am happy and laugh with you. When you are sad, I pull you close to me and dry your tears. When you hurt, I heal your wounds with my love.

You prayed for tender kisses, which I shower you with each day. If you stop to feel the wind upon your face, the rain upon your lips, the sun against your skin, you will know these are my kisses.

You prayed for someone to bring you flowers, which I have planted in the fields for you, so that you may have them in abundance.

You prayed for someone to keep you warm when you are cold, which I do each day and night. When you feel peace in your heart, that is my warmth. When you hear the laughter of children, that is my warmth. When you gaze at the beauty of the earth, that is my warmth.

You prayed for someone to talk to, to share your hopes and dreams with, which you already do. When you come home from work, you tell me about your day. When you lay down at night, you tell me of the love you have for people. I talk to you when you are driving, when you are praying, when you are getting ready for work in the morning. I am always listening and will always answer you.

You prayed for someone to love you completely, one who accepts your faults along with your tenderness, which I have done and will do forever. There is nothing you can do that will make me not love you. I accept you and love you for all that you are, for you are mine.

My child, there is nothing you can wish for that I can not give you. That is why I shed blood for you. You are forever in my heart and I love you. I am your companion. I will never leave you. I will never hurt you. I will never forget you. I will never walk away, no matter what you do, I love you so much.

These things you have prayed for are already true. Fear not, my child, you are not alone. Do not feel lonely, for I am with you.

Yes, there is someone out there for you who will provide all of these things you have prayed for....it it ME.

Love,

Jesus



Author Unknown

I found this on the net somewhere and wanted to share it with you all. It's a letter from Jesus that someone wrote, but I'm sure that it describes in alot of ways how some of you may feel about that special person you have in your life also. If you are one of the lucky ones who has someone to call your own, if you have found your soulmate, just know that you are truly blessed to have done so. There are so many people out there who have yet to find theirs, or even yet, have found one and just waiting for the other person to realize it.

2006

2006 can be the chance for a Brand New Beginning, if you let it. Your circumstances are created by the choices you make. Every exit is an entry somewhere. Every closed door you have experienced, is a chance for something new & better to come along. Every lost love, except due to death, happens for a reason. Maybe this is becuase there is someone better suited for you, who is out there waiting, just for you. You do have a soulmate that is out there and it will happen when the time is right. The saying proves to be true, that you usually find love, when you're not looking for it. And you don't necessarily know right from the start, when it happens. True love takes time. It could be someone you've already met, you just have to give it a chance. Or it could be someone you've yet to meet. There is someone out there, who loves & cares about you more than you know. You may be dreaming of a Brad Pitt or a Tom Cruise, or a Angelina or a Jennifer Aniston, but looks are way too over rated. Looks and beauty will one day fade, they're not guaranteed. Sooner or later, unless you chose to live your life alone, the wrinkles will happen, the shine will fade, the hair will then, or all together disappear. The eyesight may fade, even some body parts may not function or be totally lost. There is so much more to love than a beautiful body or face.

Love is wanting to learn something new about a person everyday for the rest of your life. It's wanting to share and live out your hopes and dreams with another human being. No one was meant to live out their life alone. I don't care what you look like, or talk like, or act like, or what your interests are, what your finances are, or even what illness you may have, there is someone out there for you. Everyone out there, at one time or another , has experienced loving someone who doesn't love you back. I for one, can tell you this is very painful. This also, can happen for alot of reasons. Maybe the time just isn't right, or maybe it just wasn't meant to be. I will say that if you truly love and care for someone, and if you truly feel in your heart that it is right, don't give up on it. Give it time, pray about it, and be patient. If it was meant to be, it will happen.

By no means do I claim to be an expert on the subject of love and relationships. I'm 43 and a divorced mother of one. I've been thru afew relationships though, and I observe alot of people, I've real alot of books, and alot of this just comes to me while I'm writting. I've been a writer all my life, even though I've never had anything published. I have a deep love and passion for animals & wildlife, and for nature. Due to some not so wise choices on my part, I didn't pursue this passion after getting out of high school. I wanted very much to be a Veteranarian, but that meant lots more of schooling, and I did good just to make it out of high school. I've had several jobs in my life, and never really been happy with any of them. Some were lost due to poor choices by me, or thru no fault of my own, such as lay-off or company closings. I feel all of this has happened for a reason though and that there is something better out there for me. My passion and my dream is to live and work around animals. This is in my heart and always has been. I'm happiest and most content when I'm around them and I feel so connected to them somehow. I have many dreams & visions of this, so I know in my heart that it will happen before I leave this place called earth. It's something I know I was meant to do & I know deep in my hear that I will never truly be at peace with myself or truly happy until that day.

Yes, 2006 is a time for changes. New doors will open, old ones will close. New choices will be made, People will come and go out of our lives forever. The choices you make now will fully determine which direction you will go in. Will you find love, or turn it away? Will you stay on that dead-end road that you're headed down, or will you make better choices and finally be on the right path to finding what you've been looking and dreaming of all your life? The choice, is up to no one but you.