2006

2006 can be the chance for a Brand New Beginning, if you let it. Your circumstances are created by the choices you make. Every exit is an entry somewhere. Every closed door you have experienced, is a chance for something new & better to come along. Every lost love, except due to death, happens for a reason. Maybe this is becuase there is someone better suited for you, who is out there waiting, just for you. You do have a soulmate that is out there and it will happen when the time is right. The saying proves to be true, that you usually find love, when you're not looking for it. And you don't necessarily know right from the start, when it happens. True love takes time. It could be someone you've already met, you just have to give it a chance. Or it could be someone you've yet to meet. There is someone out there, who loves & cares about you more than you know. You may be dreaming of a Brad Pitt or a Tom Cruise, or a Angelina or a Jennifer Aniston, but looks are way too over rated. Looks and beauty will one day fade, they're not guaranteed. Sooner or later, unless you chose to live your life alone, the wrinkles will happen, the shine will fade, the hair will then, or all together disappear. The eyesight may fade, even some body parts may not function or be totally lost. There is so much more to love than a beautiful body or face.

Love is wanting to learn something new about a person everyday for the rest of your life. It's wanting to share and live out your hopes and dreams with another human being. No one was meant to live out their life alone. I don't care what you look like, or talk like, or act like, or what your interests are, what your finances are, or even what illness you may have, there is someone out there for you. Everyone out there, at one time or another , has experienced loving someone who doesn't love you back. I for one, can tell you this is very painful. This also, can happen for alot of reasons. Maybe the time just isn't right, or maybe it just wasn't meant to be. I will say that if you truly love and care for someone, and if you truly feel in your heart that it is right, don't give up on it. Give it time, pray about it, and be patient. If it was meant to be, it will happen.

By no means do I claim to be an expert on the subject of love and relationships. I'm 43 and a divorced mother of one. I've been thru afew relationships though, and I observe alot of people, I've real alot of books, and alot of this just comes to me while I'm writting. I've been a writer all my life, even though I've never had anything published. I have a deep love and passion for animals & wildlife, and for nature. Due to some not so wise choices on my part, I didn't pursue this passion after getting out of high school. I wanted very much to be a Veteranarian, but that meant lots more of schooling, and I did good just to make it out of high school. I've had several jobs in my life, and never really been happy with any of them. Some were lost due to poor choices by me, or thru no fault of my own, such as lay-off or company closings. I feel all of this has happened for a reason though and that there is something better out there for me. My passion and my dream is to live and work around animals. This is in my heart and always has been. I'm happiest and most content when I'm around them and I feel so connected to them somehow. I have many dreams & visions of this, so I know in my heart that it will happen before I leave this place called earth. It's something I know I was meant to do & I know deep in my hear that I will never truly be at peace with myself or truly happy until that day.

Yes, 2006 is a time for changes. New doors will open, old ones will close. New choices will be made, People will come and go out of our lives forever. The choices you make now will fully determine which direction you will go in. Will you find love, or turn it away? Will you stay on that dead-end road that you're headed down, or will you make better choices and finally be on the right path to finding what you've been looking and dreaming of all your life? The choice, is up to no one but you.